"Caught Between Belief and Unbelief" based on Mark 9:14-29

The Fifteenth Sunday after Pentecost  -  September 13, 2009

Pastor Troy Slater  -  Our Redeemer Lutheran Church, Herington, Kansas

 

            Some of you might have caught wind of this either from the internet or television.  But there is a secular society in England - a group of atheists - who are offering a "certificate of debaptism".  Seems that the guy who came up with this was baptized in the Church of England as a young infant but has since rejected the Christian faith and declared himself to be an atheist.  This "certificate of debaptism" was his way of publicly declaring his rejection of the faith. And I guess this "certificate" was originally intended to be a bit of humor but when you consider the seriousness of any one's unbelief in the God of Scripture and that there have been 100,000 downloads of this certificate off of the internet over the last few years, it's really quite sad.  Sad that one would so reject the God of grace and mercy; sad that one would reject God's gifts of life and salvation in Jesus that the Lord gives in baptism.  Sad.  For listen to the wording of the certificate.  "Having been subjected to the Rite of Christian Baptism in infancy (before reaching an age of consent), [I] hereby publicly revoke any implications of that Rite and renounce the Church that carried it out. In the name of human reason, I reject all its Creeds and all other such superstition in particular, the perfidious belief that any baby needs to be cleansed by Baptism of alleged ORIGINAL SIN, and the evil power of supposed demons.”  Sad indeed that one would so reject and dismiss the God of heaven and earth; the God who in His grace sent His Son to rescue us from this valley of sorrows.  Sad indeed.

            Now I mention this case because it is such a plain and powerful example of unbelief - something that is sadly becoming more and more fashionable - at least in a fallen world's eyes.  I mention it because it is one end of the spectrum.

            Of course opposite of this blatant and persistent unbelief - someone on the opposite end of the spectrum - might be someone of great faith, maybe like a Job.  You remember Job.  He was a very rich man - had great amounts of land and livestock; had seven sons and three daughters.  Scripture says he was "the greatest man among all the people of the East" and it said that he was a man "who feared God and who shunned evil."  But the devil challenged God to remove His blessings from Job.  He claimed that Job loved God's gifts, not God Himself.  And so God allowed Job's wealth, his health, even every one of his ten children to be taken away.  But yet after loosing all of his great wealth, his health, his children, Job uttered those great words of faith: "Naked I came from my mother's womb, and naked I will depart.  The Lord gives and the Lord takes away; blessed be the name of the Lord."  An unwavering faith in the God of all grace and mercy.

And so we have belief verses unbelief; faith versus doubt; absolute devotion to God versus absolute rejection of the one true God.  Two polar opposites.  And so I ask you today: "Where are you at?" …  "Where are you at?" … Hopefully beings you are here today, beings you have been baptized into Christ, hopefully because you have tasted and seen that the Lord is true and good, hopefully there aren't any of us ready to be on the side of the atheists and order a "certificate of debaptism".

But you know, if you are anything like me, there are probably a lot of times when you have a hard time speaking as Job spoke - times when your faith wavers.  I mean, I imagine that for most of us, most of the time, we're some were in between - hopefully a little more on the side of belief than on the side of unbelief.  But there is always room for more belief, isn't there?  For we know that "God is love" but yet so often there seems to be just too much hate and suffering in the world for that to be true.  We know that Jesus says He is "the resurrection and the life" but that just seems so hard to believe when we're standing beside the grave of a loved one, for death seems so final.  We know that Jesus has promised to "never leave us nor forsake us" but yet that just doesn't seem to be the case when we're fighting loneliness and despair.  Caught between faith and doubt, belief and unbelief.  Yes, I imagine we've all spent a lot of time somewhere there in between. …

            And in fact that appears to be where the father is at whom we hear about in our Gospel reading for this morning.  He had heard of this Jesus of Nazareth and His claims to come from the God of heaven.  And so he had brought his son who was possessed by an evil spirit to Jesus.  But apparently Jesus was absent having gone up the Mount of Transfiguration with Peter, James and John.  Jesus' other nine disciples claimed though to be able to help and so the father had let them try in Jesus' name to drive out this evil spirit.  But they failed.  Jesus' disciples - acting in Jesus' name - appeared to be no match for this evil spirit who had possessed his son since childhood.  And so frustrated and disappointed, the father was losing hope in Jesus - he was losing his faith.  Maybe Jesus wasn't who he had hoped Jesus was.  And apparently more were having similar doubts about who Jesus was as an argument began to erupt.

          And so it was that into this scene came Jesus.  Mark writes, "When they" - "they" being Jesus, Peter, James and John - "when they came to the other disciples, they saw a great crowd around them, and scribes arguing with them.  And immediately all the crowd, when they saw Jesus, were greatly amazed and ran up to Him and greeted Him."

Jesus asked what's going on and that's when the father spoke up. "Teacher, I brought my son to you, for he has a spirit that makes him mute.  And whenever it seizes him, it throws him down, and he foams and grinds his teeth and becomes rigid.  So I asked your disciples to cast it out, and they were not able."

"Bring him to me," Jesus says.

And then, after this evil spirit causes the boy to convulse violently and to foam at the mouth, the father pleads, "if you can do anything, have compassion on us and help us.""If you can do anything"? … caught between belief and unbelief, faith and doubt the father says to the Lord of the universe - the one who set the stars in their place, who orders the seas to stay within their boundaries, "IF YOU can do anything." … Ridiculous statement to be sure, but we've been there, haven't we?  We've been there as we believe, but yet there are doubts as we struggle to live by faith and not by sight.  We trust, but yet there are uncertainties as life can leave us wondering what may happen next.  Caught between belief and unbelief, "If you can do anything, O Lord, have compassion, help us," we plead. …

Of course Jesus, as He does, he encourages the faltering faith of the man, He encourages belief in Him.  "All things are possible for the one who believes."  And I suppose we should make one quick point here and caution against the popular thinking today that just some general type of "faith" is what helps us get through tough times.  Today we are encouraged to have faith in whatever suits us.  Faith is what is important, it doesn't really matter what it is in.  "Just have faith," we are told. … Well, faith is actually quite worthless unless that faith is in something worthy.  Faith is only as valuable as the object of that faith.  As an illustration, this past Friday we of course marked the 8th anniversary of the attacks on our nation by a group of Muslim extremists.  Those men who carried out those attacks were very faithful men.  They had a very strong faith - very sincere faith in Allah.  But that faith was of course misplaced as Allah is a product of man's imagination and those men are now suffering in the torments of outer darkness awaiting the day of Judgment.  You see, only faith in Jesus saves.  Only faith in Jesus is of any lasting value.  And so here Jesus isn't merely encouraging a faith in whatever suits you, rather here Jesus is encouraging and commending a faith that is in Him and in Him alone who is the way, the truth and the life.  And so "all things are possible for the one who believes … in Jesus."

Now I suppose we've got to be careful here for many will use this verse to try to tell us as Christians that if we only believe enough, God will cure our illness, He'll repair the relationship, He'll grant us whatever material possessions we desire.  You've just got to believe enough.  But truth is, we live in a sinful fallen world with our sinful, fallen bodies and as a result there will be suffering, there will be need.  Of course the Lord uses that suffering and need to teach us to rely more and more on Him but He never promises to take it away - at least not in this life.  That's why we live by faith and not by sight.  That's why we so easily struggle with doubt and worry and unbelief.  That's why the father of the boy exlaims to the Lord, "Lord I believe, help my unbelief."  "I'm got there in the middle." … And again, we've all been there, haven't we?  Caught between belief and unbelief, we've all been there. …

Although fortunately, fortunately for us, fortunately for the boy, for the father, the Lord God looks on us with compassion and mercy despite our doubts and worries and unbelief.  With the father and the boy Jesus says, "You mute and deaf spirit, I command you, come out of him and never enter him again."  And the spirit left.  And the boy was given life, free of the devil's grip.  Jesus didn't chastise the wavering faith of the father, instead he acted - He rescued the one caught between belief and unbelief.  He acted with compassion and grace, He acted with mercy and with pity.

True with the father, true with you.  True with you and with me.  For though we may wonder where God is, He continues to come to us and offer Himself to us as He says, "take eat, this is my body given for you. Drink, this is my blood of the covenant shed for the forgiveness of all your sins."  

Though we may doubt, the Lord Jesus is right now preparing a room in heaven for you and He's promised to come back to take you to where there is no more suffering, no more tears, no more death.

Though we may wonder where the God of love is, He has stretched Himself out upon Calvary's cross and said, "This is love: that I have laid down my life for you, that heaven may be yours."

Even when we may fail to respond as Job, even when we may be filled with doubts and worries, He forgives and He restores and He strengthens.

Caught between belief and unbelief, between faith and doubt, Jesus rescues us.  He rescues us as our Savior and - as Job once said - He rescues us as our Redeemer. …

And so let us indeed look to Him.  Let us indeed look to our Lord Jesus who has defeated the devil, who has opened death's doorway.  Let us look to Jesus who beyond all doubt has secured heaven for us by His cross and resurrection.  Yes caught between belief and unbelief, let us look to Jesus, the object of the only saving faith.  Amen.